story of invidiousness twrds a burdensome gal..
by mentally languished lady ..... eversince 2003
Masya'Allaah.. everytime i post.
it'll be someting to be solved..
Ok yah.. ive been having grudges ... n negative feelings.. twrds dis particular person.. eversince the incident..
in which she told others.. tht im after some guy..
which happens to be she admired him also..
den yaah..
i was ok with her.. the aftermath of this ... tribulation begins...
uiss
now n then ive been trying to stutter my step from her...
periodically.. im getting vibes of her behaviour...
in which..
she's play acting.. personification...impersonation.. depiction...
and tht's not enuf...
this heart been hurted .. afflicted..crucified... ill-treated...
i pushed myself to tolerate and play together with the play act..
but i just cldnt survive with tht..
she's attitude.. cynism..
hmph.. i did cry last time.. wen im getting convulsed... choleric.. with her..
but i tried to contemplate.. how come.. she's still look good..to others...
those hu knew her..they r feeling cranky..
recently...
an occasion
she's juxtaposing.... others... n herself..
upon greeting...
first question being catechized..was the price of this particular ting tht belong to someone else.. n comparing with hers..
WATS this?!!!
huh?? u came for juxtaposing?
better not to come..
she's good for noting
she came..n contributed... sins to us.. hehee
yelaaah apa taknya.. dia dtg.. je kita sakit hati
aish
i tried to muhasabah diri
n tink back..
doa.. for the best.. but dia tak berubah2..
ya Allaah..
her play act.. annoying mee.. n others...
:(
ya Allaaah..Allaaah
Allaaaah...
POSTED BY (name here) AT 12:07 AM |
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My feelings....
thats all for today.. ive no mooood to blog.. im Lost~
in my own world..
POSTED BY (name here) AT 1:36 AM |
y m i crying... y.. y.. ct y..?
there must be something really bothering you...
yes precisely!!
im depress.. ..of wat??
workload.?? not really
responsibility?? hmm not really
then wat is it??
m not sure!!!!!
i just cant say it....
it's abt me my life... wats gonna happen to me.
ya Allaah
aku ilang araah...
im emotionally depress...
ya i am i am i am!!!!
:'(
tgk lah dah pukul brp tak tido2.
kdg2 bila tgk my frens... ai..
how lucky they r to be in wat they r now..
but as for me .. i am feeling grateful...
but it wld be much better if ican be at their position now..
dun reallly have to tink tht much..
ai.. m i too demanding..? mm yah i am..
m i expecting too much..
??
m yah ia am!!
so thts d problem!!!
so.. ct pls.. dun expect to get a very wonderful life..
yah u can expect or dreaam
but dun over dreaam..
u noe wat i mean?
yes i do!!!
but how.. can i not dream of somthing..when ive been tagged with fruitful,....words..heee
k ct dah tak betull k stop here..
tgk lah tak tido2...
hai~
alhamdulillah.. aku dilahirkan beribu dan ayah..
berilmu.. dan beragama..
ameen ya rabbal alamin.. Allah loves me ..~~
yeah He does.. :)
POSTED BY (name here) AT 1:32 AM |
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